M Y T H I N L A N D
This blog is not for promoting self harm or a eating disorder this is for me and no one else, wanting to be skinny by summer
I want a small waist and visible hipbones.
I want a defined jaw and cheekbones.
I want a thigh gap and a flat stomach.
I want thin wrists and bony fingers.
I want to look cute in any item of clothing and not have fat popping out.
I want to be able to be picked up and considered the skinny friend.
I want to prove to everyone that doubted me wrong.
I want to go from overweight to underweight.
I want to go from X-large to X-small.
I want to be other people’s goals.
I want to be skinny.
I aways reblog to keep reminding myself
Think about what people are going to say in three months:
“Have you lost weight?”
“You look so skinny”
“Your legs are beautiful”
“I want your body”
“What a flat stomach”
You do want to hear people say these things, so stop eating like a pig and drink your fucking glass of water.
I’m so fucking tired of having my jeans cut into my flab when I’m sitting.
I’m fucking tired or readjusting my shirt to cover my stomach bulges.
I’m fucking tired of looking like a whale in skinny jeans.
I’m fucking tired of not being able to suppress my hunger as well as most girls.
i literally don’t even know why i eat?
like it doesn’t make me feel good? i just feel disgusting and gross and useless and fat and like a failure and like i’ve worked so hard for nothing?
but when i don’t eat…
i feel great! like i can do anything. like i can finally be the girl i’ve always wanted to be!
but then i eat.
and i fuck it all up.
the way i fuck everything up.
this!!! i keep feeling like i need to eat, like i actually want to eat. but then the second the food touches my mouth i instantly regret it and know i don’t want it, definitely don’t need it. but even then i don’t stop! i keep eating like the fat pig i am until i feel sick and i’m left with wrappers and self-hatred
God it’s so horrible and yet I keep shovelling food into my mouth like I’m stuffing a plush toy
a bit crappy but whatever
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bitch how do you even have a bf? like seriously you’re so fucking fat it’s unbelievable! get your fucking act together, girl. I am so disappointed in you as well Ana. don’t you want to be fit and skinny like him? then work for it bitch. show me, your boyfriend and everyone else that didn’t believe in you. but if you want to stay a miserable fat fuck, fine by me. it’s your only worth anyhow…
After 30 days you will be skinny, feel amazing and become the perfect girl.
Don’t give up or you’ll be a fat ugly loser forever.
Me, sitting on the floor wrapped in a blanket doing homework: I’d look a lot cuter like this if I was skinny.
Me, sitting at my desk looking bored as fuck going through my phone: I’d look a lot less pathetic like this if I was skinny.
Me, taking a math test and hunching over the table: I’d look a lot less like an ogre like this if I was skinny.
Me, playing a video game at home: I’d look a whole lot less like a female neckbeard like this if I was skinny.
Me, washing my hands with a Christmas hand soap: This would be a whole lot more aesthetic if I was skinny.
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MUST READ EVERY SINGLE DAY
i will lose weight
i will be skinny
i will do this
losing weight is easy
i’ll do whatever it takes to be skinny
losing weight is possible
skinny is possible
it is possible
i can do this
i’m getting skinnier and skinnier every day
i am not giving up
i’m not giving up no matter how hard it gets
i won’t stop until i reach my goal
i love losing weight
i love getting skinny
i’m enjoying this journey
i’m enjoying my progress
losing weight is fun
i love my body
i’m aware of my eating habits
i’m aware of how they affect my body
i love eating healthy food
i will eat healthy food only
i’m eating healthy food only
i’m eating small portions
i need to eat small
i will not binge
i will not exceed my calories intake
i will not eat more than i need to
i choose to lose weight
i choose to be skinny
i have to lose weight
i have to be skinny
nothing can stop me
no one can stop me
i’m in control
no one and nothing can control me
i’m in control of this
i choose to eat what i want
i choose to do what i want
no one is forcing me to do anything
nothing is forcing me to do anything
i’m getting skinnier and skinnier every day
i love being healthy
i will reach my goals
i will reach my goal weight
i will reach my ultimate goal weight
i’m capable of losing weight
i have whatever it takes to lose weight
it’s all up to me
i’m the one in control of losing weight
it’s not too late
it’s never too late
i have all of the time to lose weight
there’s no limit in losing weight
i’m losing weight faster
i’m improving every day
i’m losing body fat every day
i love moving my body
my body burns fat every day
feel free to add more x